Hello to all my we quit buddies!!!! Ok, so it is day 11 and I haven't been here for a couple of days but just to alleviate any fears..... no I have not had a cigarette!!!
I wanted to though, in the worst way. It seems that sometime around the end of day nine I suddenly realized the bloom was off the rose of my quit lol. Suddenly not smoking was not looking so appealling anymore and I guess I have been hiding away sulking gggrrrrrrrrrrr !! I wasn't feeling like I had anything encouraging to offer.....
But today I have returned feeling a wee bit stronger at least for the moment and I was just reading Rustler's post and it made me feel awful that I hadn't seen it until now when I really could have been here to let him know that I was in exactly the same place. So sorry man for that!!!!!
No magic bullet, no fairie dust just a lot of dark days ahead hopefully to be followed by some really good ones too.
Thank you to everybody for being here and as I have said before, I never would have gotten this far without all of you !!!
Peace ~ Sherri