Ok . Thank you for all your support thus far.
I didnt go to work today :/
I dont want to smoke coz I have no cravings. Im effing sick!!!!! There are a number of issues here of which I dont know what is normal and what is not (coz i know smoking masks a lot of issues):
1. I went to bed around midnight yday and woke up at 2.30 am pissed off coz I dreamed of smoking last night and thoguht I had smoked. Small scare but got thru it when I woke up .
2. However, ever since yday, I have this INTENSEEEEEEE BODY ACHE and EXTREME burning feeling in my upper chest / lungs especially when I lay down. Most of the times its only on 1 side but switches up left or right as it feels like but sometimes its on both sides together. It feels like my chest is on FIRE especially when im laying down and like im going to have a heart attack. I freakedddd out last night and strated googling stuff...maybe its acidity or heartburn but that bad? like the feeling like im going to die and have to cover my left side of my chest with my hand? ok that is NOT pleasant and I could not effing sleep all night because of this damn burning sensation so I skipped work . Just got in a nap for 1.5 hours but the sensation is back again :/ wtf!!! But the body aches suck with my left arm and right arm and back hurting. more than the aches, the burning sensation is scary as hell .
3. my neck feels heavy (left side or side again alternates but never both sides together) as though there is extra tissue/mass under my jaws . This has been happening for a few months now but is more promiment once I stopped smoking. I thought it would get better . thats not good coz it could be cancer or a tumor and even though im 29 this shit can happen . **** !
So, as you can see, I am having a bad day . Im not angry, im just irritated and SCARED!! i dont have any cravings today ...i mean shit how can i if im feeling sick. either way not going to smoke ...that is not even on my mind today ...im very afraid about physical situation here. I was supposed to work out yday but I didnt end up going. I will try to work out today for the first time as a non smoker.
ANyone else have similar issues/.?:mad::eek:
Its weird because I was in a great mood the last 3-4 days and had minor sleep issues but now its gotten relly bad last night