ive caught biggrins grumbling

[nsd_user663_53212]

Ok since that bloody dream the other day my cravings have aroused,:mad:

I've managed so far but back on 1mg lozengers now???

Who'd have thought almost 7wks in and back on the nic, grumblegrumble

Have you ever noticed than when your at your worse, your worse day happens, started this am with heavy smoker client, then my next client also a smoker, and yes you've guest it my 3rd a bloody smoker.... so after 6 hrs I'm craving like mad and stink of a smoker grumblegrumble,..

Then my mom-in-law calls needing milk so I dutifully go there with milk, and yes she smokes too :eek:

Well all is fine then sis-in-law (another smoker ) turns up so on leaving they having a fag and start offering me fags and saying 1 won't hurt.....

Shit my brains screaming take the fag, just take it breath it in 1 won't hurt etc, temptation at its best and my little brain going please come on take it have it,

But no I am still a non-smoker and didn't succumb to my worst test yet, I left there feeling like crap, stinking of fags and still not one puff, walked my dogs through the woods tonight feeling well pleased with my self

Tomorrow at 8am I have my doc appoint to see what's happening :confused:

[nsd_user663_53260]

No slapping for you!

Well done! If that day wasn't the worst you'll feel I would be very surprised; you hammered those cravings in the face of very difficult temptation :cool: you are SO STRONG! I am totally in awe at your amazingness :eek:

Just wanted to say well done, I will keep you (and Biggrin) in mind when I come off my miracle pill (champix!) and fall headlong into cravings!

Keep on going and remember to treat yourself somehow, you deserve it

[nsd_user663_53260]

Oh and

Good luck at the doctor!

And don't even think of worrying about the lozenge, that's what they are FOR

[nsd_user663_53658]

I'm in awe too, I certainly don't think I'd have coped as well as you chuck!

Bloody well done!

[nsd_user663_53617]

Am so pleased you've resisted, sounds like mental torture for you. Stay strong and remember everyone else around you is putting poison into their bodies and setting fire to money, while you are going a positive way forward.

Big hugs x

[nsd_user663_53212]

Calyx I felt like having a good slapping earlier for having these bloody cravings and can not believe how close I came to caving in big time, even trying to justify having the 1 fag, how stupid :confused:

Molly I wouldn't be in awe of me I really don't know how I didn't have 1, as believe me the temptation was so strong,

The whole time tho all I could think of was, my kids and there disappointment, the smell of my fingers if I had 1, and all the people I'd let down on here.

I hate being so bloody honest

[nsd_user663_52604]

wonder womannnnnnnnnnnn

You have to give your self a HUGE pat on the back you were given the day from hell and you WON

Well done xx

[AngryBear]

Sian, you're such a legend, you shouldn't have to put up with ciggies at work! And "one won't hurt!" What cr*p!

As has already been said, how you got through that, God knows, especially if you're feeling bad enough to start with.

I bet that walk in the woods was sweet though!

[nsd_user663_52845]

You are an inspiration Sian

So strong

Hope everything goes well at the doctor's tomorrow.

I won't even start ranting about the people you have to care for smoking in front of you ... or even getting you to help them smoke!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrumble! :mad:

Take care

Greg

x

[nsd_user663_53212]

thank you so much

Your support has been amazing,

Just hoping that i will get back on track to being a happy non smoker...

I'm so glad I didn't break ranks yesterday and smoke, as today I feel more positive

Good luck in your own quits, and keep it going

[nsd_user663_53202]

Well all is fine then sis-in-law (another smoker ) turns up so on leaving they having a fag and start offering me fags and saying 1 won't hurt.....

Shit my brains screaming take the fag, just take it breath it in 1 won't hurt etc, temptation at its best and my little brain going please come on take it have it,

I'm really not sure if I could have resisted this...... Excellent job Sian.

[nsd_user663_53437]

giffle giggle

Instead of your grumblegrumble.............you need to mwahahahahahaahahahaahahahaaha...................as you laugh in the face of cravings...............

So strong Sian, well done!