I have always tried not to have regrets in my Life.As I believe that to do so denies the you in the present moment (as you are a sum total of what you have done both physically and mentally) I had been doing really well in my Life with my philosophy other than my taking an A level prelim and passing and then 'rebelling' and refusing to sit the final.Until today : ( I am now on Day 44- that is a smokefree day for every year that I smoked and I feel awful! I am trying so hard not to regret smoking but I do.If I had known that you just had to stick with the hard times and that they would go I would of quit years ago.(I had had 2 failed quits before) I am now filled with remorse for all those years that I hammered my lungs and body and wish Id never started.No one puts sand in the fuel tank of a car so why smoke in the lungs? I could kick myself. I can only pray that I have done no lasting damage.The one good thing to come from all of this is I now have all the ammo and reasons and am in the position of being able to live the rest of my Life as I should of done in the first place-AS A NON SMOKER! Thank you everyone on this forum I couldnt of got this far without all your support and advice.All the best x
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