Hi guys! Not good news I'm afraid! My birthday weekend was going so well & then after toooooo many drinks my guard lowered & I ended up smoking the stupid little things! :mad: I feel so annoyed with myself & feel I have let not only myself down but everybody on this forum! It was a slip that I have decided will never happen again!!!! I had 4 on Saturday night & just had one now! THIS IS MY LAST FAG EVER!!!! I don't feel like I did when I quit before, I don't really want to smoke & the way I felt on my quit before the slip was amazing therefore... here we go again! Not a good feeling to go all the way back to the start, alittle like the snakes & ladders game when you get to 99 & have to slide all the way to number 1. I actually thought I had a choice over the last few days, going back to my old self, smoking 20 a day........ THIS IS NOT A CHOICE, therefore I am back, stronger than ever! You have picked on the wrong guy nicotine! I will knock you out!! :)
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