so on day 6 now, im quite impressed no real cravings or desire to smoke and been around smokers (mum and friends all smoke!!) i just done things like make the tea while they smoke, ive learned from before to not go outside with them! lol theres will power and theres plain torture!
so this morning i feel a little bit 'i could do with one but best not' kind of feeling, which is the worst i had so far.
i have a night out on saturday, very scared im going to crave and yes i am getting drunk but im going to try and stay tipsy rather than flat out pissed so i can stay some what in control. its just not worth throwing away a good week! xxxx