So im back at this point again where it looks like another serious attempt (usually when i finish day 3 i do TRY and stay quit). I was on holiday in norfolk at a lovely (poxy) caravan site and i kept going outside and been blasted by rain and wind for a ciggy and thought what is the point! nothing enjoyable about this, and luckily i packed my quick mist spray so i just didnt bother. Im home now and keeping it up.
I get my jaw op date tomorrow eg my cold turkey date too this why ull see my back and forth here. because i hate the cigs, but im never fully prepered to say good bye because i know i have a lovely stint in bed happily withdrawing privetly anyways, but i do hate the things nowadays so i quick mist it up for abit.
im going to try anyways, as i think it willl make the cold turkey easier if im ok psychologically.
i keep sitting here thinking mmmmm fag, then remembering the caravan and really if they were that good, they would be good in the rain. but they arent so really they are not good in the house either :rolleyes:
good luck everyone with your quits xxxx