Well I have had a 9 day stretch, followed rightaway by a 22 day stretch and I was feeling pretty good - even posted it in week 3 to say how great I was feeling. No craves, the restlessness all that stuff had eased off. Well I had some bad news yesterday from the dentist (different to my usual one) along the lines of all my teeth are loose and will prob have to come out I felt very sad, went for a drink and kind of tried to get my head round it, decided to be brave and deal with it. The odd smoking thought crept in as i was drinking but I dealt with that fairly easily. Went home and was told someone I used to know who caused loads of trouble for me and my lil girl is MOVING BACK TO THE AREA and even sending her daughter to same school as mine! That was it then, I lost the battle with Nicodemon. I have spoken to my quit advisor as I'm on Champix and she said I can carry on with my treatment and was reassuring but now the demon craves are back, I've been buying cigs and throwing thenm away over and over. Floods of tears all day about everything really. Sorry this isn't a very positive post - just hate the thought of the early days AGAIN. Hopefully I will be back and stronger tomorrow in room 2
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