health so much better , everything I want and more. posted yesterday and was so commited.
wont smoke I promise you all-but just desperate for a cig today -really desperate .
how stupid am I ? given all I know and the benefits I have already got?
now god -I sound like a spoilt brat.
sorry folks -bit emotional -and probably regret this post and will delete.
just so needed to tell someone .
but I WONT SMOKE !!