Wasnt sure where to post.....
This isnt day one but tomorrow should be.
Have been out and got some patches today and will be sticking one on in the morning...
But i am fretting already so much i feel like blooming crying
Have been a smoker for 17 yrs now and to me that is 17 years too long!!
I have tried giving up so many times before using, patches, inhalator and even zyban and only lasted a few weeks.
I am determined to do it but get it into my head that i cant after the 3rd day :confused::confused::confused:
When there is no pressure on me i am fine, but this time there is pressure to stop. Very sadly my brother died on boxing day suddenly from an anuerysm and it turns out its hereditary. After seeing a Professor last week he has said my chances are very high in having the same as my brother as not only he was the third person to die in my family at a young age from it, but because i smoke too. Which i cant understand as my brother never smoked in his life.
Of course now i am stressing that i have one but stressing that i wont succeed in giving up!!
Sorry for the long winded explanation but just really need advice and encouragement please .. i know i need to do this.
Many thanks for reading