i'i blow my own trumpet...well maybe not cant belive my post yesterday day 21 thanking you all for helping me to get there and not one reply no well dones nothing and 41 views.. tut tut.. lol
OR did you all know what was going to happen?
After a positive morning things went from good to bad anyway at 11.30pm last night i ended up lighting up two puffs and out it went i felt and still do awful i couldnt smoke it because i didnt and dont want to smoke it didnt make me feel better and i knew it wouldnt make the wrongs right so why did i do it.? i'm a nicotine addict this is the longest ive ever gone in 30 years without smoking i waas the person every one would ask where the smoking areas was always had my fags at my side panicked if i didnt have at least two extra packs in the house..
I'm proud of how far ive come not really using the inhalator because it made my mouth sore just the occasional puff now and then and reading as much as i can on here as got me through some bad time but not sure if its enough now maybe i should go and see my doctor..
And now i dont no where i am Day 1 or Day 22 confused and replies would be very much appreciated......lol