Ok i only just made it here by the skin of my teeth but hey,i'm here
There as been many times over this last 2 weeks when i thought i couldnt carry on,but everytime i really wanted to light up i'd come to this forum and just read.
Saturday night was the real tester...since my quit day i have tried to dodge social situations,but when my brother and his wife came round and bought half a brewery with them i felt a little on edge...
After a bottle of wine i relaxed a little,but then found myself sat in the house on my own while my husband,brother and sister inlaw were all outside puffing away for what seemed like hours at a time.
I must admit i felt really excluded and left out and when i mentioned it to them i got no support at all just cigarettes shoved in my face and told to just chill out and have a smoke.
So yes,thats exactly what i did in my moment of weakness...i did tell myself that was it and i was destined to be a smoker forever,but with the help of the lovely people on this forum i am back on track and feeling stronger and more determined than ever!
Thank you everyone,you are all fantastic