Hi all, so here I am nothing big to say, no anniversary to celebrate, no big hurdle past, but what I did today was fantastic for me. I have done 4 months and 14 days (my quit counter tells me) and today there were points when I thought about having a fag, but it was not a battle to say no, it was just normal to say no cause "I don't smoke".
I think I realised today, I no longer want a fag all the time, yes ok I still think about them, but I don't want one. I now have to come to terms with the no smoker Bev, she is different. For a start she is a bit fatter, (working on it), she has a quicker temper (live with it), she .........
I just stopped to think then and all the others things about this new Bev are positive.
She smells better, she looks better, her teeth are better, she can walk the dog without getting out of breath, her kids hug her and love it, her dad, uncle, sister, friends, are all very proud.
Every now and again I still think I want a cig, but every now and again I remember I don't, not anymore.
Thanks again for reading my rambles, to all the people who have got me here I raise a glass, to all the people that keep me coming back I raise a glass, to all the "newbies" who keep this site fab, (hic) there goes another glass, and especially to those who would love to see the back of me..... tough. I AM HERE TO STAY. (double hic)
God Bless you all, stay strong and remember,.....................(Sh*t what was i suppose to remember.......................