Good evening to you all well here i am moving into to month 4 and im so happy with myself i must say there are still times when i do miss a fag,i wish them times would go away and leave me alone.
Well i just want to tell you all that is day 2 of being patch free and so far going ok a lot better than i thought.
Yesterday i felt quite mardy and i could row with my own shadow.but a bit better today.
I still get no praise from my 0/h on how well i have done i really do mean none what so ever.I dont even think he nos how long it has been as we dont talk about it at all he has no interest in how good i feel about packing up smoking and slowely looseing weight,i would love nothing more for my 0/h to say to me well done im so prod of you and to give me a cuddle and feel pleased for me but i get nothing.As im writing this i get a lump in my throat big time it hurts big time :mad:
I dont ask for much in life but i wold love a bit of support and someone i could talk to
Thanks to you all for being such great help to me,cause with out you lots i would have no one to talk to about how i feel about smoking