Hope you are all doing really well and are healthy and happy.
I am currently dealing with a great many mega stressed out situations - which I am coping with. However today, when I went to Tescos for some reason I walked straight up to the smoke counter, asked for 10 Marlborough Lights and a lighter. They had run out of 10s so got a packet of 20!! It was only on the way home I thought why on earth did I do that? Out of all that is happening to me at the moment my quit has been something to hold on to. So now I have a new pack of 20 and a lighter and in some ways I don't want to bin them cos it costs so much and think maybe I should give them to a smoking friend (but doesn't seem right), but the bin is really where they belong. I have no huge desire to have one at the moment which is really good despite them being here. I think i bought them subconsiously cos I am feeling so stressed inside.
Take Care All