Doesn't even matter the reason, I slipped last night and had a cigarette
around my 4 day marker. Now I am just PRAYING that by having one, it won't
put me through the hell I have gone through these last few days! The thing
about it is, is that the one cigarette didn't even give me what I was looking
for! I was disappointed actually! And now this morning I feel like crap! The
thought of a cigarette just makes me sick to my stomach! But anyways, I am
going to start day 1 again today and I am going to remember what the "slip" did to me!