Have some bad news to report,
Day 61, Saturday night.
I decided to give up my quit and start smoking again, Couldnt take the crave anymore that seemed to last 2 days solid.
Anyway I had one cigarette, hit me really hard, I was coughing and the lot like it was my first ever. Had it anyway put it out. an hour later had another.
Didnt really enjoy them wasnt like my memories of "the old days" lol
Anyways I decided that after having these two cigarettes and having 100% decided to give up on my quit. That i didnt want to start smoking again afterall.
I dunno what exactly happened but I see it as another step. Craved about it, gave in, tried it, didnt like it and so wont be doing it again.
To be honest although i probebly am supposed to wish I hadnt had these two cigarettes im not really bothered. The whole experience has showed me that I dont want to be a smoker anymore.
I wouldnt recommend anyone doing this by the way and I fully realise how dangerous having the odd one now and again is.
Feel alot better now, Havnt smoked since saturday anyway and I wont be anymore.