Well I am on day three! Day 3 has been so much better than day 2! If day 3
was anything like day 2 I probably would have caved. The good lord must of
known that so he made day 3 a little easier for me. Cravings are still there
but not as intense. I am hoping for a GREAT DAY 4! I have gone to far now
to go back! I don't ever want to put myself through that hell of the first two
days! I had a small anxiety attack last night after reading some of the links
provided on here. No one's fault but my own...I know my limits and I pushed
them. Just seeing pictures of people dying in their early 30's just scared the
poo right out of me! Of course I have my meds to handle that so sleeping
was great last night! That was my test though was going through that, and I
was so scared about it there was no way I was going to light up giving the
onset of the attack! Atleast I can say that this attack was not as intense as
they were when I was smoking and I can't tell you how nice that is.
Anyways, I love this forum and love reading and hearing from all of you!!
Looking forward to tomorrow!!