ok, so i failed again, but i am sooo ready this time. i was at a party last night and my uncle (never smoked) had heard from my dad (stopped bout 25 yrs ago) that i had stopped. he told me that it was great and that i should keep it up. i didn't realise that so many people were happy for me and rooting for me to be successful.
i feel much more positive now, and i am sure i can do this, and more importantly i really want to do it.
so i am going to ask for your help once more and i can promise u all that i will give this 100%.
So here is to never giving up, giving up.
Third time lucky