Well it's really getting me down I feel at such a loss I really want to stop but something is stopping me what is it. I have to do it it is getting me down really depressed all I can think about. I hate myself for smoking arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stupid bl**dy things:mad: Right I am going to try again from now. I don't want to die but I will if I don't stop.
I need some support please