The last couple of weeks I've felt really down, and it just seems to be getting worse. I seem to have lost interest in a lot of things, and all I want to do is sleep all the time (except when go to bed it takes forever to get to sleep, even then I'd still rather just lie there than do anything).
Basically, I've got all the symptoms of a depressive episode, and I just don't know what to do :confused:. It's almost like my meds have stopped working.
I nearly bought some cigs earlier, because I thought it might bring me out of my mood, and as I don't feel physically any better, it's kinda like 'what's the point?'. I didn't buy any, but I don't feel proud about quitting either. I think that's getting to me too, cos I feel like it should feel like an achievement, but I just feel blank.
Sorry to post such a negative whingy post, I'm just a bit confused and wondering what to do with myself.