hey John.t5 I hear ya

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... re. 3 week issues... I was doing brilliantly earlier this week and suddenly I too seem to have cravings akin to those in week 1... Just passed the 3 week mark... was banging my head against the wall last night trying to understand why I am seemingly reversing recovery at this stage.... I then recalled my Mom telling me that it comes and goes in cycles... Then I read Linda's comments re. the x3 multiplication factors (intense cravings at 3 days.... again at 3 weeks and at 3 months)... I was actually on my balcony with a smoke in my mouth and the lighter in one hand... the printout of the thread in the other... I did not smoke... but it was close..... the fuzzy logic behind it (in my fcuking head...lol) was... if I am going to continue having these cravings then what the hell...... I will post a warning to all week 3 people...

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Perhaps there are 3 monkey b**tards Steve, the monkey b**tard of smoking past, the monkey.. you get the idea

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I was actually on my balcony with a smoke in my mouth and the lighter in one hand... the printout of the thread in the other... I did not smoke... but it was close.....

Good job on not giving in! Seems like a bit of an angel/devil scenario! I got into a similar situation yesterday, having to deliver a cigarette from boss to delivery driver... could so easily have smoked it myself. But what would that achieve? We all know the answer to that one...

ABSOLUTELY F A!

Thanks for the warning, will keep my guard up double in week 3