This is my last attempt at trying to hold on to my quit. I am SO close to buying some cigs and I really don't want to. Is anyone else going through a really hard time right now? I mean, so hard that all reason has gone out the window and so desperate for a cig that you really are on the verge of buying some?
I have read on here it is supposed to get easier, but its not. If anything, it gets harder. I am going to feel absolutely gutted if I fail now. Yet, the feeling of just giving in to this addiction is becoming all too consuming and I am THAT close. Nooooooooo!
Please, someone come tie me down or summat to stop me going shop lol