I really dont think i can keep doing this. I know you are all here to talk me out of it but its driving me insane. I am sad and havent stopped crying. I really dont think i can carry on anymore. Its not fun, i dont feel good, I actually feel bloody awful.:mad:
Its not even getting easier, its getting harder.
Dont know if i will be here tomorrow............... sorry
*hugs*
You will be where ever you chose to be tomorrow (albeit very close!) x x x x
We both know you'll just keep on wanting to quit,
next time, you will wish to fast forward to today and change things.
So bare in mind, it's better to be here than strive to be here.
You can get through and push on with the quit if you find that strength.
It's your journey hun x x
It's up to you Jane x x
I for one will love you the same, regardless x x