I don't even know how to word this. I feel fustrated with non smoking. My head is playing all kinds of fun and games with me.
I don't miss having a cigarette, I don't miss standing in the freezing cold. I also don't miss smelling like an ashtray or having to excuse myself every hour to stand on my own for 5 minutes to get my 'intake'.
But I am bored without them. This sounds so stupid doesn't it.
I just feel that my life has changed for the better BUT I don't feel there is anything to look forward to.
Sorry to neg anyone out, just having a bit of a bad one today...is this the nicotine making me like this or am I just being a fool????