Yep its me again back to day 1

Well here i am again and have to say this has got to be the last time. My life has been mega shit for the last couple of months, got a new job at work that sent me into panic attacks the doc wanted me to go on Citalopram tried them for 4 days bloody hell would rather be dead than on that stuff had mega bad sides, to be honest i think the panic attacks were coming from having to many fags i would get up in the morning and smoke 4 in a row before the day was out i would have smoked (eaten) 30 i had a few days of work and felt better but when i went back to work i was smoking heavy again, my marriage is going down the drain as well which does not help but there is only one person that can do anything about this and thats me so here i go after reading allen carrs book in which i do need NRT to get me over the first couple of weeks even though he says you should not do this i cant stop without using it well here i go again on this journey but this time i need to win the battle.

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  • Aw Whiteboy - good to see you again but so sorry life is treating you bad these days :( I sure hope things will get better, in the meantime welcome back!! So glad you've decided this time it's for good :)

    It's good that reading Allen Carr has given you the strenght to quit, hey I quit while reading his book too but I really think you should not worry/feel bad about using NRT! I mean, take what works for you in his words and just get rid of the rest hun, thanks God in fighting this horrible addiction there isn't only one successful method and winning is truly too important to get distracted on tiny details that at the end of the day are so irrelevant. I say, be your own guru :D :p

    You are strong and you are going to make it this time, we're all behind you and will support you every step of the way up to the penthouse xxxxxx

  • Thanks all well its day 1 today will keep you informed on how i go fingers crossed x

  • Welcome home Whiteboy x x x x soz about the crap thats going on :( *Sigh*

    I hope this quit is the start of better times x x x

    We're right here for ya ;)

    All the way x x

    ~Buffy x x

  • Welcome home Whiteboy x x x x soz about the crap thats going on :( *Sigh*

    I hope this quit is the start of better times x x x

    We're right here for ya ;)

    All the way x x

    ~Buffy x xIt has to be, I was eating the fags. they kept making me go light headed pains in chest ect not the way i want to go so this time i need to make it work.:)

  • Dear Mr Whitey

    Well done - this time is the one!!!

    YOU CAN DO IT!!!http://smileys.sur-la-toile.com/repository/Grands_Smileys/football.gif

    Slowly slowly, one day at a time!!

    Poppyx

  • Dear Mr Whitey

    Well done - this time is the one!!!

    YOU CAN DO IT!!!http://smileys.sur-la-toile.com/repository/Grands_Smileys/football.gif

    Slowly slowly, one day at a time!!

    Poppyx

    Thanks babe i need all the help i can get as i am not going to get any from homex

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    563 Hi Whiteboy!!! Welcome home! You can do it this time. Nice that you have come back to try again. Never stop trying and you will succeed!! I know you can do it this time :D

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