Back to day 1 again.
I have tried so many times. No will power and end up back smoking within a few hours.
I have decided enough is enough and having another go.
The reason for this?, well i have been feeling so tired lateley with no energy. the slightest thing and i get puffed out, just walking up the road and i am worn out and heaven forbid if i hurry up the stairs.
I have also developed a chesty cough, having to keep clearing it is not nice.
I had last cig last night at 8pm.
Put my patch on as soon as i woke this morning then went back to sleep. Was so lucky in having a nice new box of them in the cupboard.
So far so good.
I look in here every day to see how people are doing and feel so envious that people are doing so well.
If i don't report in will people start calling for me as this will keep me on straight and narrow i hope.
I really must make this the last time.
My mum had lung damage. She never smoked in her life, was just very unlucky to get a disease when young.
I saw how bad her breathing was, gasping for breath in the end and hooked up to oxygen 24hrs a day.
Please help me along this road to kicking this nasty habit.