Has anyone been like me? I have been off the fags for 6 months or more, but its not been easy and there have been a fair few blips- some big ones and some mini ones.
I am still dependant on full strength gum, and my consumption of that has increased lately. But my latest quit has been good. When I have blipped I hated the smell of my fingers, my clothes and my car. Some mornings the desire to smoke that 1st fag has overcome my positive attitude, but overall in 6 months have smoked less than i would have done in one week. i was a full on 30 a day bloke.
I feel this time will be the real time, will work on the reduction of gum, but as long as I am not smoking I am not bothered. I still regard myslef as an ex smoker, and I still think I have done 6 months. Have gone 4 days now since my last blip- bought 10 Lambert and Butler and smoked them cos of perceived stress at work. Did they help? No way.
Just being honest even though some of u will think me a wuss. I really respect all those who have gone cold turkey and kept off the weed.
One day- I'll get there.
Doing Clumber Park 10k run on Sunday- 6 months ago- could not have walked it. Thats got to count for something!