Having a difficult morning :(

The wee bugger is doing my head in this morning! Plus go out to put a wash on and hubby's fags are sitting there arrghhh!!

I'm will not give up what I've achieved so no need to worry but needed to vent and maybe some encouragement!!

Really all I'm feeling is temptation, it's just a thought, I have control over my thoughts and actions so nothing to fear!

Missing mum a lot this week, I think it's finally sinking in :( also have to go to london tomorrow until next Friday evening for a training course for work so not looking forward to it, I've never left my son or my husband for this long before so feeling angry that I have too :(

Sorry folks really feeling sorry for myself this morning and the demon is having a field day

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  • Aww I'm sorry you're having a rough morning Mrs M :)

    Sounds like a lot of nasty stuff hitting at once which is not good.

    Glad you see it for what it is though, and you're saying no!!

    ((( hugs )))

    xx

  • Hope your day picks up and enjoy the training course! Also I hope you have plenty of time around the sessions to log on in case being away from home proves a little challenging - even if it's just a few minutes to read some posts if you can't post yourself...

    Good luck with the training and have a good week! :)

  • Thanks folks, I've put on a patch and had a nicotine mini, feeling a bit better!

    I use the forum mostly on my phone so I'll be logged in during break times! It's boot camp training so apparently will be in class from early morning till late evening so should keep my mind busy!

    Going to pick myself up now and have a nice day with my son! Hope you both have a lovely day and thanks for your replies x

  • Thanks folks, I've put on a patch and had a nicotine mini, feeling a bit better!

    I use the forum mostly on my phone so I'll be logged in during break times! It's boot camp training so apparently will be in class from early morning till late evening so should keep my mind busy!

    Going to pick myself up now and have a nice day with my son! Hope you both have a lovely day and thanks for your replies x

    Well done Mrs Mash :)

    The more cravings you battle your way through the better you will feel afterwards. Have a nice day and keep that patch on! ;) x

  • Thanks Sarah Lou just been reading some great posts and reminded myself of why I chose to not smoke, thank god for this forum and all of you :)

  • Thanks Sarah Lou just been reading some great posts and reminded myself of why I chose to not smoke, thank god for this forum and all of you :)

    Yeah, it's a life saver!! :)

  • "Fagless" love it Max :D

  • And you know what they say about every cloud....at least his fags won't be in your eyeline!;)

    And you won't be wondering where to go for a fag, when you can get a break etc and come back humming of smoke - that's a bonus too.

  • And you won't be wondering where to go for a fag, when you can get a break etc and come back humming of smoke - that's a bonus too.

    Very true Kat and Gemma, have to focus on the positives plus it will me another major target achieved :)

  • By the sounds of it Debbie I must have been lol!!

    The training course is in Bedford, I think that's near London? My bro works with me and he's going too so I'll just follow him lol!

  • Hope your day got better Mrs Mash, enjoy boot camp!:)

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