I had a whoopsie last night on the way back from gettin my partner from work, we had a stupid argument got really stressed and had a fag, i feel so dirty and stupid. admittingly i got silk cut silver cause i knew they were basically like smoking air, but thats not the point...i gave in to temptation, i dint finish the whole fag i had 4 puffs of it, made me feel sick, disgusted and smelly. I put it out, smelt my fingers and was like "ergh" gagged and now i am more determined to stop. Its made me really realise how horrible those things are..
Ergh i feel like i let you all down, but mostly i know ive let my self down
But back on tracknow and hopefully....no wrong word, i WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN