What a fab night at the quiz last night - it was great fun - thanks all. That kept my mind off the cigs which was great. Went to bed tired and happy but the kids woke up continually from 1.00am with pains (due to muscle weakness) and Matthew was just not coping in his bed - wanted to go in my bed - so it was musical beds at 4.32am. So got about 3 hours sleep if that I recon.
Jessi (my little girl) kicked it all off nicely this morning with a raging tantrum as Matthew had moved something of hers - Autistic children cannot cope with certain things being moved it always has to stay the same. At that point I would have smoked 10 ciggies I recon - the stressometer was on high. Got them sorted in the end - had brekky and now feel like I'd like one but the crunchy feelings Buffy was talking about which were so strong an hour ago are easing a bit now. It didn't help that Hub said (when the kids were freaking) 'I can't cope with this this morning'). Considering he's away usually 12 - 14 hours a day, sometimes 6/7 days a week and I have to deal with it every day 365 days a year with no break, I told him to 'Shut up'. So he did.
Anyway just checking in. I'm doing a lot of making things with the kiddies today - cooking, painting, and am going on the PS with Matthew. Should be fun ....... but watch this space!!!!
Thanks to all = YOU'RE ALL DIAMONDS AND PEARLS!!!
Poppyfairyxxx (optomistic but nervous)