feeling a bit sad today , been getting some pains in my sides and back (rib level) like those you expect after smoking far more then you usually would on those party nights out! (except i have not smoked one puff) just feeling like im missing something, feeling lost . oh i dont know just having a bad day i guess. i keep getting really miserable and i am starting to wonder if im ever gonna stop it? im getting anoid with my own mood swings. i do have good days but still far too many moods for even me to cope with goodness knows what my hubbie and children think of me.
now im feeling even more awful for my me me me atitude after reading barneys post (now thats real reason to feel sad) not my grumpiness over the fact i cant have a cigg no more. so im gonna give myself a kick up the a*s* and learn to "DEAL WITH IT!" as qouted many a time by tracey in big brother 8 lol. now im gonna go find something i can stuff my face with, i unfortunatly have not been able to find any food patches in the shops yet haha.