Here is the link a Sunday morning song. Easy= youtu.be/7XcTyEKSnYg
I hope everyone is doing well today. It's a gray one where I am but the fall leaves will pop. This song is one my dad introduced me to. I'm doing well. I don't get to write on here as much as I'd like. Work and school are capturing my time right now. I feel stressed, but Dec. I think the first week, I'll be done with the semester. Right now I'm struggling which is not like me at all. I just can't seem to keep up with the reading. And the reading isn't easy (like Sunday morning). I believe this is all going to work out. School. My kidney disease. I don't even know if it is called kidney failure. To be honest I'm hesitant to ask my nephrologist anything for fear of what he is going to say. I want to know, but right now not wanting to know if winning. I'll get up the courage. I was saying to someone on here, it's like playing with water balloons, you know you're going to get hit, you just don't know when or how hard and that how I'm feeling about dialysis. I'm realizing more and more that you still live life. I was thinking that because like bills still need to get paid, but I'm so so thankful for everything I have and for what I don't have. I say what I don't have because maybe having those things I think I want wouldn't be good for me in some part. If that makes sense it's like wanting candy but if you had it it would have a negative effect. cavities weight gain, so just be thankful. 😁🥰
