Some of you will know me and know I have been in and out of here for ages.
I was doing well up until last October and had lost around 10 kilos but have gained that PLUS (I am guessing because my scales stop at 150 KG) another 15 kg.
Since then I have come in and out of here and I feel bad that people take the time to send me messages or leave me comments of support and I keep then disappearing the next moment for another month or two.
Thanks to you all - much appreciated !
Aaaaannnyway - my tale of woe.
I worked in a very small retail store until last week. One of our customers came into buy some herbal pills that we sell, was stopped by police and the owner then rang me to tell me this.
I asked why the police would have stopped him and he admitted that the herbal pills were not exactly legal to sell, which I had NO idea of.
I told him I was leaving there and then, locked the shop and walked away. I couldn't believe he had put me in that position but on the other hand, considering my weight - probably around 155 kg - I felt lucky someone was actually employing me at all so I guess I am at fault as well. I was and am still so angry about this whole thing.
So - I have spent a week cramming chips and chocolate and rubbish into my face and I am officially over myself. His court date has been set for the end of the month and I have not heard from the policeand hopefully won't but even so it's stressing me quite a lot.
But I can't just sit here for a month stress eating so I am trying to pull myself off the sofa and get moving. I have even charged up my Fitbit so that's a positive sign!
Anyways, hi to you all and I'll make more of an effort to be around so I can get some positive vibes from you guys.
Q: What did the duck say when he bought lipstick?
A: "Put it on my bill."
Come on - you KNOW you have missed me!