Hi
This is a burner account as i cant log into my other one but i has about 17 posts on my old account from when i was really struggling in like sep-nov i just wanted to say thank you to everyone that helped me i am now on the road to getting help and i can now identify and cope with my intrusive thoughts much better now thanks to this community (special thanks to i think it is Mcfly64, your replies always helped me rationalise things a lot).
I just wanted to say to anyone else struggling, especially with guilt and thinking they aee a bad person, you are not what your intrusive thoughts tell you no matter how convincing or how bad they are they still go against your morals and i promise promise it gets better <3 thank you