*may be triggers*
(Kinda long read, sorta)
Hi guys. It’s been a minute!
I’ve been steadily fine for a while, working full time (keeping pretty busy) my boyfriend and I mended our relationship, and everything is cleared up on that aspect.
I haven’t really felt my OCD spike in a while, but it’s starting to again.
This time around POCD. i think it was triggered due to seeing articles or a story regarding actual pedo’s.
I’ve never thought sexually regarding a child, I’ve never looked at images of them, nor would I ever do anything to ever hurt a kid in my entire life. But the horrible intrusive thoughts or images pop into my head at completely random times (and terrifies me that I may be some monster)
I’ve learned that OCD tends to grasp onto what you feel strongly for (in this case, I love children) I’ve suffered ROCD *relationship ocd*) HOCD (*harm ocd towards myself/others*) and many others.
Usually you’re not supposed to ask for reassurance when dealing with OCD, but has anyone had similar thoughts on POCD, or suffering from the same thing? Are there any positive things you may remind yourself to settle the OCD during that period it’s acting up?
Thank you!!