Help, please! I don't know if this is OCD or if it's just me. I got diagnosed twice with OCD, but I'm afraid I was misdiagnosed and what if this is really me.
I keep having the same repetitive thought ( wishing death to others) and it pops into my mind in different situations of my life. It's like.. my body becomes alert in a situation and then I know the thought will follow and I cannot do anything to stop it. It also feels like an impulse sometimes. What if I truly want these thoughts subconsciously and I'm this evil person? I don't know what to do anymore, I feel lost and hopeless.