Hi friends:
I have severe OCD, depression, anxiety, and PTSD from very early childhood trauma. For the last 25 years, I've wanted to get some kind of response from meds, but I've tried so many of them and feel like they make me feel like I'm either medicated/sedated or jittery, with very marginal, if any, impact on my underlying symptoms. I've been on klonopin for about 25 years and its probably the only medication that makes a reliable, if temporary, reduction in my anxiety levels and it quiets my mind a little.
Has anyone found any treatment that takes the edge off a little? I've tried Buspar, but its given me weird dreams and hasn't helped. Many I need to push the dose higher.
I know I need to get more active and eat better. I just wish that I could find something that helps to calm my system without making me feel sedated/medicated or causes crazy dreams.
Suggestions? Can anyone relate? thank you. Don