Hi I'm Moira, I'm new here. I've never posted anything before. I'm 37yrs old, been TTC for 5yrs. I have low egg reserve. I've had 12 cycles of ivf & 4 failed embryo transfers over a period of 2yrs.
I've really been struggling to cope since my latest negative test a month ago, which is why I joined this online group. When you start your ivf journey no one explains how isolating it is. I always assumed that if you had enough money to keep having ivf that you would get your own biological little bundle of joy. But the emotional rollocoaster of hope and constant failure is devastating. I'm desperate for a baby but I know I can't put myself through the heartache of more harvests, plus we simply can't afford it.
I was wondering if any knows of an infertility group that meets up in Surrey. I was hoping to meet with other's who have had similar experience's. Unless you've been through it yourself it's impossible to understand. Martin is incredibly supportive, I couldn't ask for a better partner but even he doesn't understand the pain I'm going through.
Thanks for taking the time to read this post. Sorry if I've gone on a bit.