What's wrong with me...?

[Solow]

Can't stop shouting at the wrong people...can't stop crying...think and think and think of things other people are doing and I come up with my own scenarios that to me are correct and others are just telling me lies...hate my life, hate myself and all that I have become.

I am 51 years old, male and don't think I will make it to 52...someone please help me

[Suzie40]

I am sure you will make it I 52, there would be lots of sad people in your life if you didn't. Why do you hate your life? X

[Hidden]

Please believe the way you feel is just normal in depression, my ex even called it hate me, hate you hate everything. Are you taking anything? Have you seen your GP? I really do understand how you feel.