New to this. Came off AD month or so ago as I thought I was better. But have plummeted again. I'm so used to the feelings. Sad, teary, irritable, argumentative, lonely, can't be bothered to go out or do anything, can't face going to work and leaving my daughter at nursery. Housework is an impossible task. I lie in bed thinking about what would happen to my children if I died. Thinking about the easiest ways to go. I've got my AF at the moment, so things MAY improve when that passes. Also back to work after over 16 days off and although I said I cant bear to leave my little one, a part of me is looking forward to the routine of getting up and having to leave the house, is the familiar to anyone?