Sorry its me again.
Today I am meeting my allocated specialist nurse at the pain clinic for the first time. I can't deny that I'm terrified!
To start with I can't bear strangers touching me, no idea why. But add that to my mental health problems, I'm really scared that I'm going to have all the problems blamed on my mental health. It wouldn't be the first first time.
Just thinking about it makes me feel exhausted and tearful. Why is life so challenging?