Ugh

[DissapointmentChild]

You know what, I’m constantly feeling like trash, because I am. Nothing I do is smart and I’m a loser. A screw up. Why am I like this? Only god knows.

[Hidden]

I am constantly applying for jobs, but I may be lucky this time around - they may have simple job for me! Will see on Tuesday, when interview comes up with agency

[En1234 in reply to Hidden]

Good luck!! Fingers crossed for you!! Let us know how you get on.. XX

[kenster1]

hi don't put yourself down to much life will become good it just need you to keep on going accept that sometimes things don't work out but in others they will.

[En1234]

You sound very low... I don't believe God put you on this earth as a disappointment. I am sure we are all here for a reason and purpose, you included... Two weeks ago I had no job, I had fallen out with most of my family and I had already spent just over a week under a duvet with no desire to do ANYTHING. I didn't want to be here any more. I posted (or tried to post) what I was really feeling one particular day and my post was removed. That's how bad it was. I felt like a failure, useless worthless and just hated myself.

Moving on 2 weeks, I have made up with my family, I have a new job and EVERYTHING to live for. That was only 2 weeks ago.

I think the point I am trying to make is that nothing stays the same. Things will change and you wont always feel like this. Maybe a visit to your GP would help. Maybe all you need is a mild antidepressant to help you over a hurdle.

I wish you all the best and hope you feel better soon.

XXXX