I just don't know...

[Shelby1992]

I have been suffering from depression for a long time now and have tried two different types of medication although none of them are seeming to have any effect. I'm so lost with myself, I can't bear to feel this low anymore. When I see my doctor I honestly struggle so much with describing how I feel as I don't even know myself. I'm just miserable no matter what i'm doing. The world has a grey tint that I just can't shake. My boyfriend is very supportive but he sometimes doesn't even know what to do with me, I am so irritable and start fights for no reason. I just want to feel like a normal person and live a normal life. There is absolutely nothing wrong with my life so why have I been suffering from this for so long?

[kenster1]

hi am sorry to read of your struggles and the fact the medication hasn't worked for you yet.sometimes it can take many different medications before one will actually work for you.glad to hear you have a supportive partner that's half the battle.dont overpower him though with negativity to much because it could get to much.if you feel it brewing inside take deep breaths and go for a walk or something.what about therapy is that something you would do rather than just a doctor.it may help with what you are going through even without medication.