Just feel like nothing worth it anymore

[Anonymous24]

I’ve never felt so alone as I do now, I’ve been independent from the age of 16 as my dad passed away and my mother is no mother, I finally got out of a domestic relationship 2 years ago I’m currently 25 and live on my own and have had to leave my job for certain reasons I met a partner last year and he made me so happy but our relationship recently ended as he didn’t know how to handle the was I act because of my past relationship I thought he would hit me or cheat on me and I messed our relationship up and deeply regret it because he was amazing since we split up I’ve just gone down hill not because of the split just that I’m completely lonely I love a long way from my home town where my friends are and where I live I have no friends and feel everyone my age now has children/partners and I’m just in my own. I don’t think you need a partner in life to be happy but all my life I’ve alwYs helped everyone else and now I’m on my own I don’t see now future because I’m alone I don’t have anyone who I can ring just to talk to without them judging me. I’m lost in my own head and can’t find no other way out I’m independent and currently financially ok but that’s not everything in life is it. I know this seems tiny compared to other people problems but if I have no one in life that cares about me what is the point all I think about is if I ever died no one would notice for ages so what’s the point.

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi Anonymous24 and welcome to this caring forum. I am sorry to hear that things are so difficult for you. Please keep posting on this forum where you will receive help and support from other members who understand how you are feeling. It may be a good idea for you to make an appointment to see your GP to discuss how you are feeling. He/She will be able to help and support you. Perhaps it may be of benefit for you to discuss how you are feeling with a counsellor? Your GP would be able to arrange this. Would it be possible for you to visit your home town to see your friends and stay for a while? Perhaps you could join a group of people locally who share the same interests as yourself? Local libraries are often a good way to find out what is happening locally. This is often a good way of making lasting friendships. Be kind to yourself. You will begin to feel better. We care about you on this forum. Are there any members who can help Anonymous24, please?

Thank you and best wishes.