I've had depression and anxiety since I was about 14 and I go through seasons where im either free of both or I go into months of dread and emptiness. It seems like I've entered a season yet again, and its one of the hardest ive had. It all started with health anxiety which then progressed into the fear of me going mentally insane and then intrusive thoughts raced through my mind which torment me. Now after endless worry it seems like I'm just void of all emotion and I feel nothing, and this terrifies me because I used to in tune with my emotions. I've had this feeling of emptiness before when my depression randomly resurfaces and goes away within a few days but this time it just feels off and super weird. I'm scared that this absence of emotions will make me insane or never feel anything again.