Father of one but owner of nun

[Pude]

I have a child an apartment a car a descent full time job. And im only twenty......but before that i was a loser. In fact i still am in the eyes of the people i love like brothers. But i cant do this anymore. I cant handle all of this my wife stays home while i work for a check that barely makes it. Ima lose my appartment this weekend and my wife dosnt even know, im a coward. Im good for nothing i just dont want to live any more and ik i sound like a winey loser that has money issues. A "begger" as they would say. But i can't any more i don't want to be this. Every moment i space out i just think of how fast my life could stop. Idk if this makes any sense its alot to really understand but idk what more i can do

[Iluvhorses]

I'm sorry about your situation :(. Do you all have a temporary place to stay? Good luck!

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi Pude and welcome to this caring forum where you will receive help and support from other members. You have done so well and have achieved so much. It sounds as though you are in a very worrying situation right now. Please find the courage to explain the situation to your wife and then you can begin to get support together. It would be best to do this as soon as you can. If you feel it is too difficult to talk about, you may like to write it all down in a letter. Sometimes, people find this easier. You do not say which country you are from. If you are from the UK, it would be helpful to talk to the Citizens Advice Bureau + citizensadvice.org.uk. If you are from outside of the UK,please have a look at the pinned posts on the screen where you will find some helpful information. Do you have other family members or friends you can confide in? It would be a good idea to speak to your doctor about how you are feeling. Please remember that you are not alone. If you are feeling distressed and are in the UK please call --

The Samaritans Freephone 116 123 [24 hour helpline] 7 days a week They provide a listening ear.

If you are from outside of the UK, please have a look at the Crisis Helpline numbers on the pinned posts section of the screen. We care about you on this community and our members will try and support you as much as we can. Are any members able to support Pude, please Take care and best wishes.