I hate the way I look! I recently started working at IHOP (International House of Pancakes) again and gained 10 pounds. I forgot to watch what I was eating and now I'm 5"6 And 144 lbs (65.3 kg., 10.3 stone) . I've always hated my body, but now I hate it even more. I also have depression so could my mental state be affecting the way I see myself? I know there are others who have it worse than me and that I should be grateful for what I have , but this is how I feel.