I'm so depressed at the moment, I keep getting hit with problem after problem and I'm struggeling to cope. I'm on anti-depressants and have been for almost a month now and it's hard to tell if they're even working. I have been abstinent from alcohol for 3 weeks going on 4 and I'm struggeling at the moment not to go out and get a drink to ease my worried and feelings. No ones here to stop me as my husbands at work, I hate feeling that I need someone around all the time to keep me occupied and to stop me from making a huge mistake.
I'm going to go for a walk to take my mind of things but I wish I could just stay home and be happy. I want to be happy again and not worry about my next come down.