I'm Beyond Help...

[JuneShultz1011]

ive been unwell for a year, depression and anxiety mainly. i feel trapped everywhere. hate the people around me everywhere. feel so creative and enthused in the day but night comes and kills me, deep inside im hurting at night. i sometimes feel uncontrollably hyper at night but deep down im in dispair. i feel out of sequence - lost, like an alien. terrified of going down and reaching a self destructive level. i feel warm and like i have a normal fufilled inside at day, but night im cold and sad and empty. im gonna die unless i get saved. friends think im just being nasty for the hell of it. parents listen but dont understand, doctors keep saying try this and come back, no medication yet at all, only counciling and its not working. help me please i beg u im only 16, why should i feel this way

[Deanna1738]

I feel this way all the time the only thing i can really say is keep fighting please you are important you have a purpose. You might know what it is yet but you will,i am trying to figure mine out too, i dont understand why everything has to be so hard, but everything that is hard to go through has a meaning,so please keep fighting!

[JuneShultz1011 in reply to Deanna1738]

That's So Beautiful, You Too Xx

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi Juneshultz1011 and welcome to the forum. It may help if you make an appointment to see your doctor again to be reassessed. Also , have you been referred to Child and Adult Mental Health Services [CAMHS] youngminds.org.uk. They are a wonderful organisation and offer a lot of help and support. You will get through this difficult time and please continue to talk to your parents about how you are feeling as they will want to help you. Please stay on the forum to receive help and support from other members. Thank you and best wishes.

[JuneShultz1011 in reply to MAS_Nurse]

I'm Currently with CAMHS yes, Nothing much happening. My Parent's don't truly understand or care to, They listen but that's it, Nothing getting through, I just want to stop feeling so bored in life, making decisions I repute the next day. I want to know life will become fun, Normal and Not living for the sake of it. I feel like I have to live, Not Like I want to. Thank You and Best Wishes to you to Love Xx

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi JuneShultz1011 and thank you for your reply. I am sure your parents want to help you as they are listening to you. Please kept talking to them about how you are feeling. Many people often find it helpful to keep a diary of how they are feeling. Life will become fun again. Take care and best wishes.

[JuneShultz1011 in reply to MAS_Nurse]

Thanks Xx